One Weird Family

Yeah, I know it's kind of late, but hey! As they say (and shall always be the truth) better late than never!
Okay, well, I'm a piscis! No, I don't live in a fishbowl in case you wondered, but I do live in a big house fuuuuull of people. I am what you call an "artzy" person. Drawing, singing, dancing, photgraphy, music, etc. THAT'S ME! soooo me.
I'm also into this crazy phase where I want to be flexible, turn cartwheels, do back flips, handstands and all that cool stuff.
One thing you should know, I'm....clumsy and NOT flexible.....at all. Bahaha you should see my attempts at turning a cartwheel.....pitiful. (on a second though.....III don't think you'll want to....) And at a split? HA! Nice joke. I can open my legs.....up to like 40 degrees...... a big nice... triangle.
I'm also veeeeeery spacey. If I'm concentrating on something like, reading or hearing someone else's conversation and suddenly you start talking to me....I won't pay attention to you. Sorry, I mean, it's like, I hear you but the thought won't process through my mind, and it'll go something like this:
MOM: Hey Windy, could you hang up the last part of the clothes for me?
Windy, reading a book or on the computer: Oh, yeah sure
MOM: Okay and after that remember to go for your sisters at 4:30 for get out, okay?
ME: Uh, hum.
MOM: Windy?
Me: Yeah? (Finally I actually pay attention)
MOM: Did you hear what I said?
ME: WHAT??!? ..... you said something?......

You see! Weird. Like, I'll answer you, but 2 seconds later I'll completely forget what you just told me. SO, if you want to ask me something and I'm doing my school, reading, on the computer, or on a table but listening to the other table's conversation.....get my attention first! Please....I don't mean to...it just....happens....
I'm very stubborn...like MAJOR....sometimes it's good...sometimes it's bad....
I just can't accept defeat on something. I guess you can also call it being competitive. If someone can do something.....I have to do it too!
I LOVE Mexican food! If I could, I would marry it when I grow up!
I am very...weird sometimes...Like, I'll baby talk you, say the most random things, act the most childish way, make people think I'm a freak, and erm...bear with me in those times. Okay?
Normally I'm in a very good mood, but, if I'm in a bad mood every single little thing makes me sooooo mad! Even the simplest question will send me into a spasm of wanting to beat your guts out. But....all is internal. I'm very, ummm I don't know how to explain it, aware? Respectful? Of other people, so I won't scream or yell at them. I'll just be trying to strangle them in my mind. OOOOOH, but if your my sisters it's different. I like them.....I can let it all out when I'm with them (heh bad for them...) but with others, I can't put my feelings into actions. Hard as I try! I can't be mean to people, backtalk, or scream at them unless I have lived with them all my life......it's just...impossible for me.
I love clothes. I just cant get enough of them and that makes my parents mad, because they say that I have a suitcase full of perfectly good clothes. But, they don't understand me. It's like this: I buy a new shirt, pants, or dress and it's the most beautiful thing in the world. But I use it 5 or 6 times... and... it looses it's sparkle and I'm there like, why did I buy this in the first place? Or, for me it just looks old and worn out.
Yeah, I know, I got issues...... but please girls! Tell me.....is this....normal?
I don't mind cleaning and JJT's.
I love travelling, being with my friends, talking all through the night, GUYS, (they're awesome okay?....well.....most of them....) dancing, and being me.

And you know what?!?!?! I just recently found out: people think of me as delicate, DELICATE....princess type!!! I mean......I have NEVER considered myself as delicate....or a princess sorta diva. AM I LIKE THAT???? For me.....that's like, a revelation.....and I don't know if I'm to happy about that.......

And last but not least, I LOVE ALL OF YOU! You guys, you make my life special, fun and I don't feel like a loner type of loser girl. Because, honestly, I have always been the eldest for these last 10 years, no role models or anything. SO, I had NO idea HOW on earth what a teen was supposed to be like, and being with awesome teens like you, makes me feel okay and not like some creepy sort of physic. (in a way...)
So, all of you my family, THANKS FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP!! I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!!!!
-Windy

They say a true friend is someone who...
Sees you in your worst moment, but never forgets the best of you.
Thinks you're a little more wonderful than you actually are.
Can talk whole hours or be in complete silence in your company.
Is as happy for your success as you are.
Trusts you enough as to tell you what is really on their mind
Doesn't try to know more, act smarter or teach you something all the time.
A true friend is a friend all the time.
There are few greater gifts than being a friend.
Friends make you better, they bring out the best in you.

Henry Ford when out to dine with someone, he asked his companion "Who is your best friend?" But the man hesitated. He wasn't sure. "I'll tell you who your best friend is", suggested Ford, "Your best friend is the one who brings out the best of what is hidden within you"

And I say loves, that I hardly know some of you, but still, you are each a wonderful person who bring out the best in me :) I wanna be around you foreva'!

Sandy I dunno what I'd do without your caring arms around me, or your hands wiping my tears away. Steph, you know how much I love you and I can't wait to see you again, I miss you 24/7 it's not the same having you so far from me..Estie, you're a love, I'm so happy I got to see you! Nalies my beautiful prayer partner I'm missing you to bits! Meggy my amazing sunshine, I actually leap for joy inside when you're on. Windy, Maria, we'll meet soon and I'll give you all the hugs I've been dying to give you all along! You girls deserve more than just a row of medals for putting up with me, and trying to understand when I don't make sense. I love you girls! And dear Clara and Claire, you're awesome too!
It makes me extremely happy whenever I hear from you loves, hope you're doing great. But if you're not, know that you have me here though real far perhaps, and that I care about you!





P.S. If you ever see a pretty woman walking down the street, maybe around Washington or Missouri or you never know, perhaps Japan or Egypt and she looks like this:
Run after her and ask her if her names is Teresa Dieter! If she answers positively hug her immediately, and get to know her. She's one of the most amazing people you'll meet.
Just don't go by the color of her hair, it could be her originally strawberry blonde, black, purple, pink..red..green maybe for one day :P That's her. I just had to let you know.

Happy valentines!...I hope you all had a wonderful time..gee its like WAY passed valetines..teheh but whatever anyways...I m sure you all had a lover here or there even though he didnt declare it..I m sure..anyways and all of those who did I hope you had a blast!!...love you all!

On January 26th 2010 I became.....a mother! yay!

(You know Sandy, I think I know how it feels now......It's awesome!!!)

The girl:




















Name: Claire Aura Jordan
Age: 12
And...she's my daughter! I'm sooo happy.....sigh.....
I love you Claire! Hope you can come to Mexico! You'll love our tacos and Chili!!!
Welcome to our one crazy family!!!
Hey guys, you're invited to the baby shower, IT'S A GIRL!!!

well hehe...sigh....I cant describe myself honestly I am knowed for my bipolarness and not knowing how to decided I think thats something libras always had...like always...sandy?..haha I guess were all diferent...but I can tell you something...
something funny I remember is that people always tell me the same thing over and over..haha so I came to a conclusion about me..haha aint that great..intead of me there staring at the sealling..and telling you the fans are going to fly naha..no way thats so boring..lol
well where to start..I always picture myself as a super hiper person that can never ever stay in the house even for the day...I cant like stay still...I m extremely loud haha wich is sometimes good and I think that people should stop shushing me...hey what am I going to do at a concert?...lol...nvm
I love rainy days...but somehow instead of staying in my house nice and cozy I want to go and work out in the rain alking all the way to the GYM haha and then they dont let me fun becouse I m soaking..my friends always tell me that I m to random and just weird..but believe me I wear it proud..
I wine and I m spoiled sometimes..but somehow when it comes to visit friends they never spoil me..haha thats like the only area I like being spoiled...friends somehow are awesome....all of you have been like awesome, its so wonderful to have friends like you guys specially when thy care about you help you through dificult times, and are just there....sandy has been the best sister she has been a huge soport in everything I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIRLY...and stepha, windy and Meg also you guys are so amazing...all of you are and I thank the lord so much for you putting you in my path and getting a chance to meet you all.
I m a huge flirt, I flirt with every singl person that comes my way..I m not sure if thats a good thing...I flirt all the time..I love attention... I really like being complimented and people telling me super nice things...its flatters me out..!!!..so much
somehow I can be in some ones shoes so easily and I can feel how their feeling, I cant tell when their having a bad day or when something is just wrong, I love drawing and writing storys...somehow I have just a random dream and then hahaha I want to write a story down then when I m half way I leave it becouse I m out of ideas...haha
I like being intertained in every single was I can be sititing in a chair and be having fun...haha..
I like having goals and trying to acomplish them, sometimes I can be so tough and hard but I find thats a good thing...I can fall in love so easily I m an emotional reck...basically...I love dancing I cant stand not dancing in partys...yes well I normally try to pull up the ones who are sitting down...haha its a pretty good exercise after a while haha becouse your always trying will all your strengh to ppull someone up...hey it hurts your back after awhile.
performing has never been an idea I even got into my head...kind of tried to block it...but when I dance or sing it just comes out...haha natural..so yeah I guess I wont tell you I like it becouse I dont ...but people say I do a pretty good job...oh and I like public speaking...I ont care what others think of me .. learned that along all my life...
anyways I m eating this delicious chocolate cake right now and I want some milk..hahaha...but yes this is all could think of..pretty much my memory isint working that well becouse the taste of this thing is like...mushy, and soft, chocolaty, and then is has cajeta....with cream...awww soo god..yes I m a food lover..haha...anyways love all of you so much..haha yeah probably poeple get bored of you...becouse...ur all there typing about ourselves...haha but anyways its good to know each other...MUAH!

 Weall Sandy said we all have to like do this, so I supposed I could start...

A sister, a daughter, an aunt, a whatever friend.... labels aren't enough to box me in to being 'someone' or 'something'. Not even nicknames are enough for me to describe who I really am... Buggy, Boogah, Alice, Esther, Estie, Etoile, toilet, ... take a pick,I answer to all those names.

Funny, cute, sarcastic, mean, nice, good, bad, cheerful, depressive, romantic.... I fit into all those... so I've been told.

But where do I start?

I guess i'm normal... but what is normal in this world of... idonnowhat...? no, I'm not normal. because normal makes me think of a protocol, and I can't live with that... or with ruts, habits, I love change!... i think

I'm an overly expressive person. I will speak my mind and sometimes be blunt about it, I can be almost anything you want me to... there's so many faces for you to look at, so many perspectives to view from....

I'm an introverted and outgoing person... however that works. Very quiet and incredibly talkative at the same time. Foolish, and immature, incredibly childish, mischievous and .... well me :D

I'm incredibly spacey, i can;t seem to be able to concentrate on anything.... except when i'm reading an incredibly interesting story, or talking to a very hot guy.

I'm a lover... I fall for guys easily,but seldom have great luck with them....

My mind is full of hopes, dreams, and plans that will probably never work one day... but I hold on to them, hoping that maybe one day they'll work out.

Sometimes stubborn unless your opinion makes me think and think and then maybe i'll yield to you.... or not

I'm not an overly sensitive person, I don't hold grudges against anyone... i can't (I guess that's good), I don't cry in movies and very seldom over texts. I can cry about something that doesn't even have to do with emotions... but yeah, that's me. In other cases, like a heartbreak i can get overly depressive about it, cry and all... i guess it depends
I'm and extremely moody person, so when I get a mood swing you better hope its for the good...

You can tell me anything and if you don't want me to speak a word of it, I won't even remember it unless you bring it back to mind and bring it all up. I will not tell anyone, I swear upon my heart and I'm dead serious about it.
I can't live without music, and the fact that my mp4 broke 6 months ago is explanation enough of me being a human zombie ... for now... Music is my breath of life. every time i hear music, I feel like i'm taking a breath of fresh air. If i'm in a place without music i feel like I'm choking, Music is my lifeblood.

I love rain more than any other weather, some people think that strange, but I guess its because its so scarce here nowadays.

My life is devoted to food and cooking... if i will study to be a pro at anything it'd be that, cause its what i do. i think about food only a bit less then friends and lovers, but that's just because its my destiny to be a chef.

I whine a lot, and I cry when things don't go my way, I sometimes compare myself with other prettier and greater, cooler ppl., i'm addicted to coffee and i pick my nose in public, i scratch my butt when ppl. less expect it, i'm incredibly random and i will most probaly say things you don't expect me to. I make ppl, feel awkward for no reason, but that's just me.

Well congrats, I've probably bored you out of your mind already.... hehhe but yeah, this is me. so deal with it!

I grabbed a random stack of mags and among them all I found this testimony:

Made to order

From Maria (20, of Jesse), Gambia

This is for all you girls who are experiencing a famine for guys. I know how that feels!

When I was younger I always seemed to be around a lot of guys, so I never really understood when I read about people having major loneliness battles. When I was 16 there wasn't much variety, but it always seemed there was someone of the opposite sex to fall back on.

Then I moved to another city when I was 18, and there were literally no guys. I could never really cope well being alone, and in the past I had landed myself on partial excom. But this time I decided I wanted to stick and serve the Lord there.

Well, one desperate day, another girl and I got on our hands and knees and placed an order for our ideal guy. I wrote down my own specific wish list: Six feet tall, dark, handsome, an artist, some Spanish blood if possible and maybe a bit of Leo in him so he could have some form of control over me (I'm an Aries).

A month or two later I had to make a trip to Canada and guess what I found? I met the man of my dreams and he fit the description to a T. I love you, Jess! Some months and a lot of miracles later we were on the plane back to India together. Almost a year and half later, we've just had our first baby, Ethan.

So there is hope!—Just try placing your order. If it worked for me, it can work for you.

Steph and I prayed one cold night, with tons of covers over us.
Sometimes I still pray again, and I know it's in the Lords hands. All I need is patience to wait, trusting, and be happy all the while!

Cheers to our men! -To come :P

We don't need to wait for everything in our lives to be perfect to start enjoying! -My new personal motto, I should carve it on every wall.

Cheers to happiness!

P.S. I love you my besties! Loove you tons!

I was just thinking how I don’t necessarily know all of you that well, obviously there’s a certain limit I can know you guys, what with the distance being great and all. And I know you guys too feel the same. So, I’ll attempt to describe myself, so you can know my mother/granny ways.

Hum, so thats what I think when I hear myself called a granny...( creepy old lady if you ask me! )

Whoever said being a granny was a bad thing??

I’m the kind of person, that doesn’t like being in the same place all the time, I like movement, and changing things.

I WAS a clean and tidy person, I don’t know what happened to that.

Look at that, doesn't it give you peace. Thats how I was, nothing could be out of place, I'd go crazy.

But then the waves of change ( a.k.a. teenager lazziness) came and then this is how my room started looking.

Thankfully I like to exaggerate things, and my room is not nearly as bad. :D

Any person that says can understand me God bless their soul, cause quite frankly I’m out of ideas on how to understand myself. I love getting to know people, their unique qualities, their laugh, their smiles. Seriously makes you thankful for each one of them. I personally think everyone is beautiful, yes even if you don’t think you are, I bet I can find millions of ways in which you are incomparably beautiful. Everyone has a unique beauty to them, some you got to explore to find, others you see it right at first, but overall I think everyone has a special spark that makes them 1 in a million. Everyone is worth getting to know. I love….laughing, laughing till I’m in tears, and can’t no more. It’s the best in the world. You know that feeling when you’ve been laughing so hard for more than five minutes, and you somehow feel lighter, happier, and suddenly all those problems and battles you had just disappeared like BOM, nada. Sigh, I love that feeling. Although, I can sometimes just laugh at everything, even if its not funny.. I know, I’m weird like that. I HATE!!!! ( ok, more like dislike)….every, single mile or kilometer that keeps me apart from those I love. Bash… they need spankings.

When I see someone hurt, I can’t bear it! It’s the worse in the world. Of course its an inevitable part of life, but it hurts me to the core to see someone hurt, but its a confort know that my prayers be one of the best ways to help them, even if I'm not there. I have 9 of the coolest friends on the planet, some close others far, but all the same, I LOVE THEM TO THE CORE. Everytime I talk to you guys, I discover something new, something amazing. Everyday I thank the lord for giving me such wonderful understanding family.

Ok now my bad things! Yes, you got to know them too.

I tend to have a lazy nature, and be the last-minute kind of person. I also have this horrid tendancy ( WARNING!! If this ever happens, or does happen to you already, I’m super sorry.) to not listen to people when they talk to me. I’m just a space case ok!! FORGIVE ME!! Like if you’re talking to me, and you’re not in front of me, but behind me or beside me… chances are I won’t be listening to you. I’m in my own world and you’ll be practically talking to a wall. Then finally I’ll react “ what, -blank face- you said something??” walks off. “ SHE NEVER LISTENS!” Yes, that scenario has happened many times. Wahh, I really do hate it when it happens, you guys just gotta understand I’m a space case, hopeless one at that. People tell me things, and if I don’t give them my full attention I’ll forget everything. Oh, I also lack concentration powers. A single word can disrupt me and my concentration. Sigh.

I really, really, like sports and anything to do with running, jumping, and chasing you name it. Though, I can’t dance and my attempts are hilarious, but hey… its all past of the fun. RIGHT?? I enjoy listening to music. It’s a vital ingredient to my sanity. I like listning to it, trying to play it on piano, although I’m not the greatest. I try my best and enjoy it. I love singing my lungs out, much to everyones horror. I pray and hope you never listen to me and my great.. ahem.. voice.

I thinks its something every girl has, and me being no exception , I love talking.And, no I don't like talking about clothes or make-up or fashion, or how Brad Pitt was walking topless in a beach! OMG! DID YOU KNOW HE DID THAT EVERYDAY FOR 2 WEEKS AND NOBODY TOLD ME?? I much rather discuss whether cows are really blue.. or green? Did you know I don't think myself as looking as I look now? I look at myself in the mirror and its like a different person. Like, if I saw a girl that look exactly like me walking passed me I wouldn't even notice. Yeah, its weird. I haven't gotten all that used to my face. Maybe I'm alien.. who knows?? And do you know, I can be sumtimes super-duper shy with people. Sometimes I just forget of that fact, and it doesn't even matter. Sure, I'll go talk to that hot-looking guy over there and ask for his phone number, oops sandy you're shy remember?? " Ahh who cares about that." What I've come to realized through the years, is that you really shouldn't give a damn what people think about you , cause if you do you'll soon start becoming a completely paranoid person, who never talks because hes just so afraid of what they'll think, and hides under the table every time a visit comes. If you're shy, act like you're not, you'll soon forget about it. That's my religion. Did you also know I forget my manners. ( SHAME!!)

But all in all, I learn more about me each day. Each day I discover myself, what my limits are, my goals my dreams. Sigh all in all, I know each of you one day will get to know me, and the ones that do have discovered things about me that even I don't know.
Girlies, I promise you, one day I'll met every single one of you.Maybe some in the coming months other in the coming years. Especially Nalies and Meg, with you guys being so far away and stuff and I know the Lord will make a way for us to met. I was just talking with one of you , how it would be so awesome having all of us together.. someplace. I can just imagine it. Excited faces, smiles, laughing, everyone talking at the same time. Steph jumping up and down, Maria laughing with delight, clara hugging someone, ester talking to meg while shes also recounting a recent happening, windy smiling and talking and nalies bright-eyed with excitement. Sigh, on day girlies.. Whether we be old or young, we'll met.


Love you, my princesses!

And thats Sandy for you! ;)

Well when Sandy first adopted me...I was lost and weary:P .....she is my salvation....I can seriously say Sandy (along with Stephanie de Icaza)our my own personal psychologists....and our very cool ppl that ive known since i was very very lil...anyways....where was I? oh yes when Sandy adopted me....I was saved...ok and all of the sudden I found out I have another 20000 bros and sisters...I was puzzled.ppl I never even heard of, were suddenly my bros and sisters....but I think this weird family thing is actually really cool...cuz through it I got to meet my extremely cool,sexy,beautiful sisters.......I may not know some of u well...but i bet my butt that you girls are extremely cool(wait no ..i take that back...i cant afford losing my butt)....anyways all this to say....I really love all u girls...and I am happy to be part of this alien family...

I read how everyone was saying how we reminded them of a certain animal(which i got to be the piggy of the fam ..but oh well...LOL PTL)or a flower(I love roses)a cartoon character(how did u know I love Hammy?heehee) .Anyways all your girls r extremely beautiful...and each one of u reminds me of a certain pin-up girl....



Sandy.....My beautiful extremely funny,loveable and above all the bestest mother..I share some of the nicest memories with u...
U know I love u ...






Stephanie de Icaza: you r the craziest nut there is,and the most random person there is...(beside me) I will never get tired of your craziness...I am so happy I lived with u....u r indeed a unique person I love u!!!! mushroom...:)




Nala.....I dont know u very well...but Ive hear alot about u(dont worry everything i heard was a good influence for me:p)anyways I love u! for some random reason I feel like I sorta know u....







Meg: I think your a happy positive person...hehehe I dont know u that well...but I still think u
are super cool...someone u can get along with easily....you r one of those kind of ppl that u meet them and u feel like uve known them 1000 years....:)love u






Maria: haha....I remember when I first met u..in that OC camp...hahaha we sure did have a blast...I always thought of u as a very feminine delicate young lady:P haha..I think u r extremely cute too...and u r very sweet....I love your facebook comments...LOL they make my day!hehe I love u!











Ester: I always hear how Sandy has such a blast when she pays u a visit! It is so my turn....hehe U have a great personality I should seriously pay u a visit....I too want to have a blast heehee love u






Windy: hehe U r a very sweet Happy positive person....just like Meg.Tho I dont know u very well I am happy I got to know u:) Thanks for praying for my ouchy;) ahaha I felt so touched..:D







Clara: I think your very noble...and mature:) I dont know u all that well....but u give me tha impression keep up with the matureness it will keep u away from lots of trouble...LOL :) I love u tonsies






for some random reason my sister( Nathalie) wanted me to post this pic...she says it reminds her of me isnt that sweet?







Anyways....I dont know about u girls..but I am soo proud of being a girl.....girls r naturally beauty...Indeed... God created woman with a special and unique beauty that nothing can compare too....we rock!!!! gosh arent we soo sexy?:P hahahaha.....


P.S. I am really proud of our good looking family!! its amazing how everyone of its members is incredibly beautiful...



I also love all u boys in the fam..but this post is specifically for girls... heehee...no offence

You see, we have two Stephanie's in our family:

Stephanie Goyer
















Stephanie de Iztaca.....



















So, it's confusing to know who is who.....(yeah, like an owl....who???)

So, I don't know if it's alright, especially with Steph Goyer.......tell me if it is okay!
Ummm well you see, I call her Feffy.....and umm....I think that would help in knowing who is who.
Stephanie de Iztaca=Steph, Stephie
Stephanie Goyer= Feffy.
I don't know, maybe it'll help. BUT HEY!! Feffy! If you don't like it or don't want everybody calling you that, PERFECTLY FINE!! No prob, at all!
We can just call you Steph Goyer.....so don't worry.
What do you all think????
Love......Windy

I don't think myself capable of attempting to describe just how wonderful each of you are.
You've all made a difference in my life. Even Maria whom I've only talked to directly once in my life, she's already given uplifts to my days -smiles, love you girl-

You know how..
The days pass, and the rainy season comes for some.

How we're met by things that bring surprise and uncertainty to our doorstep. How our emotions come crashing on by all sides. How we feel lost, and are blinded by the rain. How the tears seem too many. How we can feel no one even cares or can understand.
Some poeple say: "That's just the rain, that's just how life is". And we know they're right. But there's something more than that, something much greater.

I'm thankful for the rain. For that very thing that weighed so much on my heart, that thing that I didn't understand, that puddle of mud I was stuck on. Cause you stretched your hands and took mine, showed me there was a way out when I faltered.
Because we learned to look past the teary rain, to tell the other it was okay. And when doing that, we found our feet again.
I praise God for the rain, it brings us closer together (no matter how many miles apart), it makes us huddle under its falling drops, it washes away our tears and makes us dance anyway!

Whether rain or shine, thanks for being there, for making me laugh and feel so looved!
Thanks for bringing more sunshine into my world and helping me not to forget how beautiful the world really is!
We may not always be able to be there for each other, but no worries, something like that is in most capable Hands.
We're mighty lucky, we have each other.
Count on me whenever! I LOVE YOU!