I was just thinking how I don’t necessarily know all of you that well, obviously there’s a certain limit I can know you guys, what with the distance being great and all. And I know you guys too feel the same. So, I’ll attempt to describe myself, so you can know my mother/granny ways.
Hum, so thats what I think when I hear myself called a granny...( creepy old lady if you ask me! )
Whoever said being a granny was a bad thing??
I’m the kind of person, that doesn’t like being in the same place all the time, I like movement, and changing things.
I WAS a clean and tidy person, I don’t know what happened to that.
Look at that, doesn't it give you peace. Thats how I was, nothing could be out of place, I'd go crazy.
But then the waves of change ( a.k.a. teenager lazziness) came and then this is how my room started looking.
Thankfully I like to exaggerate things, and my room is not nearly as bad. :D
Any person that says can understand me God bless their soul, cause quite frankly I’m out of ideas on how to understand myself. I love getting to know people, their unique qualities, their laugh, their smiles. Seriously makes you thankful for each one of them. I personally think everyone is beautiful, yes even if you don’t think you are, I bet I can find millions of ways in which you are incomparably beautiful. Everyone has a unique beauty to them, some you got to explore to find, others you see it right at first, but overall I think everyone has a special spark that makes them 1 in a million. Everyone is worth getting to know. I love….laughing, laughing till I’m in tears, and can’t no more. It’s the best in the world. You know that feeling when you’ve been laughing so hard for more than five minutes, and you somehow feel lighter, happier, and suddenly all those problems and battles you had just disappeared like BOM, nada. Sigh, I love that feeling. Although, I can sometimes just laugh at everything, even if its not funny.. I know, I’m weird like that. I HATE!!!! ( ok, more like dislike)….every, single mile or kilometer that keeps me apart from those I love. Bash… they need spankings.
When I see someone hurt, I can’t bear it! It’s the worse in the world. Of course its an inevitable part of life, but it hurts me to the core to see someone hurt, but its a confort know that my prayers be one of the best ways to help them, even if I'm not there. I have 9 of the coolest friends on the planet, some close others far, but all the same, I LOVE THEM TO THE CORE. Everytime I talk to you guys, I discover something new, something amazing. Everyday I thank the lord for giving me such wonderful understanding family.
Ok now my bad things! Yes, you got to know them too.
I tend to have a lazy nature, and be the last-minute kind of person. I also have this horrid tendancy ( WARNING!! If this ever happens, or does happen to you already, I’m super sorry.) to not listen to people when they talk to me. I’m just a space case ok!! FORGIVE ME!! Like if you’re talking to me, and you’re not in front of me, but behind me or beside me… chances are I won’t be listening to you. I’m in my own world and you’ll be practically talking to a wall. Then finally I’ll react “ what, -blank face- you said something??” walks off. “ SHE NEVER LISTENS!” Yes, that scenario has happened many times. Wahh, I really do hate it when it happens, you guys just gotta understand I’m a space case, hopeless one at that. People tell me things, and if I don’t give them my full attention I’ll forget everything. Oh, I also lack concentration powers. A single word can disrupt me and my concentration. Sigh.
I really, really, like sports and anything to do with running, jumping, and chasing you name it. Though, I can’t dance and my attempts are hilarious, but hey… its all past of the fun. RIGHT?? I enjoy listening to music. It’s a vital ingredient to my sanity. I like listning to it, trying to play it on piano, although I’m not the greatest. I try my best and enjoy it. I love singing my lungs out, much to everyones horror. I pray and hope you never listen to me and my great.. ahem.. voice.
I thinks its something every girl has, and me being no exception , I love talking.And, no I don't like talking about clothes or make-up or fashion, or how Brad Pitt was walking topless in a beach! OMG! DID YOU KNOW HE DID THAT EVERYDAY FOR 2 WEEKS AND NOBODY TOLD ME?? I much rather discuss whether cows are really blue.. or green? Did you know I don't think myself as looking as I look now? I look at myself in the mirror and its like a different person. Like, if I saw a girl that look exactly like me walking passed me I wouldn't even notice. Yeah, its weird. I haven't gotten all that used to my face. Maybe I'm alien.. who knows?? And do you know, I can be sumtimes super-duper shy with people. Sometimes I just forget of that fact, and it doesn't even matter. Sure, I'll go talk to that hot-looking guy over there and ask for his phone number, oops sandy you're shy remember?? " Ahh who cares about that." What I've come to realized through the years, is that you really shouldn't give a damn what people think about you , cause if you do you'll soon start becoming a completely paranoid person, who never talks because hes just so afraid of what they'll think, and hides under the table every time a visit comes. If you're shy, act like you're not, you'll soon forget about it. That's my religion. Did you also know I forget my manners. ( SHAME!!)
But all in all, I learn more about me each day. Each day I discover myself, what my limits are, my goals my dreams. Sigh all in all, I know each of you one day will get to know me, and the ones that do have discovered things about me that even I don't know.
Girlies, I promise you, one day I'll met every single one of you.Maybe some in the coming months other in the coming years. Especially Nalies and Meg, with you guys being so far away and stuff and I know the Lord will make a way for us to met. I was just talking with one of you , how it would be so awesome having all of us together.. someplace. I can just imagine it. Excited faces, smiles, laughing, everyone talking at the same time. Steph jumping up and down, Maria laughing with delight, clara hugging someone, ester talking to meg while shes also recounting a recent happening, windy smiling and talking and nalies bright-eyed with excitement. Sigh, on day girlies.. Whether we be old or young, we'll met.
Love you, my princesses!
And thats Sandy for you! ;)
I grabbed a random stack of mags and among them all I found this testimony:
